Kamakhya Bhairava Upasaka Foundation

I started my Sadhana journey in 2023 with instructions from Rajarshi Sirs You tube video. Before that, I never had any habit of Sadhana or Upasana. I joined Sirs telegram group, and slowly started the sadhanas mentioned there. I started sadhana because I felt drawn to do it and I continued because the practice brought me a lot of calm. Overtime as my upasana continued, I felt a lot of rearrangement in my life and circumstances. This rearrangement has been a recurring theme for me . Sometimes its chaotic and stressful to handle. However, Whatever the circumstances maybe - positive or negative, the practice became my anchor. I have had so many experiences where i have felt supported, protected and guided during stressful times. I developed clarity to make decisions, Strength and confidence which I can never imagine someone like me having. There has been a lot of major changes in my work, my social circle, my priorities in life etc. Everything because of Divine Grace I have been immensely blessed and very grateful to be able to attend Rajarshi Sirs Bhairav Dharana retreat. Extremely grateful to have a Puja place to pray, be able to do the Sadhanas, to do Anushthaans, to have Kshetra darshans and blessed to be able to visit and spend time in Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Taras Kshetras. Life has become fulfilling. I love spending time in sadhana, decorating my Puja place, preparing for bhog, deciding what flowers to offer. This has brought me peace, guidance, support, protection, happiness, freedom and in many cases unbelievable miracles. Yes, I have my own share of confusions, weakness and issues, but whatever physical, mental or emotional state I am in, I feel the best after sharing it with my dieties. I feel closer and open to be able to convey all aspects of my life to my dieties. I feel lighter and supported! My overthinking and controlling nature reduced a lot. My lifestyle corrected and improved in a lot of ways. Also, I found myself equipped, protected and supported during uncertain and difficult times. Sadhana is not always joyful, sometimes its heavy, sometimes its a chore as well but it felt important to show up everyday, to have and build that connection and not by force, but by choice. This is the only area of my life where I dont feel the pressure to do anything or prove anything, that makes this even more joyful. This is a much needed practice of peace from my own nature of overdrive and ambition. Sadhana has been such an extremely personal area for me. My only goal is to always be grateful and worthy of this Great Blessing received Its like finally finding a major missing link in my life and I feel extremely grateful to Rajarshi Sir to bring this practice and to introduce Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Tara in my life 🙏

From being a complete lost soul without having a purpose in life, to serving my Guru and deities, I have found meaning to my existence. Bhairava sadhana has completely changed my life. Starting from my friends circle, to de-addicting me from many unwanted habits, to travelling to Kshetras multiple times a year. My anxiety issues are low, I don't stress about situations as much as I used to. My fears have gone down and I've had experiences that can shake one's soul. I've been able to live free, a life one can only dream of. There is a long way in my journey but I can proudly say that I'm sorted for this lifetime and the next.

Shri Rajarshi Nandy has been the most pivotal figure in my life. Its due to him that I started and persisted with devata upasana. Despite a few hiccups, his quiet presence inspired me to not give up and keep doing sadhana. So much so that it is now an inseparable part of my daily routine. KBUF has been instrumental in providing constant guidance through sir's videos and comprehensive instruction manuals. In addition, the foundation also provides multiple avenues for various types of sevas that supplement sadhana, such as annadanam, seva for animals etc The world of deities is absolutely magical. Once one starts sadhana, subtle signs appear everywhere. This in turn reinforces belief in them and inspires more sadhana. Shri Bhairavarpanamastu 🙏🏻

Rajashri Sir's guidance and my sadhana experience has made me feel that deities reside within us and constantly guide us by showing the reality as it is at every moment of life. Sadhana has made me calm, strong & shaping me to deal with all the worldly things which are anyway bound to happen. The fears are fading away and the faith is growing. Jai Bhairav Baba

I started Bhairava Sadhana more than three years ago after listening to Rajarshi sir’s podcast. At that time, I was at one of the lowest points in my life—filled with anxiety and fear about unknown future events. The bitter winter cold of -20° also played a role in making that period feel heavier. The day I began Bhairava Sadhana is still clear in my memory. For the first few months, everything continued as usual. Nothing dramatic happened. But after some time, things slowly started shifting. I increased my mantra count and my primary focus became only Bhairava. I began noticing moments of inner bliss and started looking forward to my Sadhana every day. Gradually, I became more disciplined. I started understanding people around me better. One of the greatest changes was that I stopped pressing the panic button in difficult situations. Everyone goes through ups and downs in life. One thing I learned from Rajarshi sir was: things may or may not change outside, but your outlook will change. That is exactly what Bhairava did for me. The outer world may or may not have changed, but the way I handled situations changed—in work, home life, social gatherings, and every other aspect of life. Another great lesson was that Sadhana is like a dangal (wrestling arena). There are many maharathis—many wrestlers stronger and better than you. Your job is not to compare or deviate from the path; your job is to continue practicing with patience, consistency, and hard work. One day, everything you yearned for in Sadhana will come in its own time. There is no shortcut. ॐ भैरवाय नमः Om Bhairavaya Namah