Voices of Sadhakas

Rajshree Nandyji, was the guru who gave direction to my spirituality. Like many other Hindus I didn't know basics like nitya puja, the steps of puja etc. the concept of devta, misconception of miracle means devta. Because for such a Guru today my whole family - my 2 sons and husband are mantra dikshit. Rajshree Nandyji is my shiksha Guru and the catalyst to steer my whole family towards our isht. Nandy Sir's Brutal honesty, no claim of miracles etc really made an impression on my mind and fuelled my trust in him. I'm regular follower of him on WhatsApp and all the vishesh sadhnas of my isht. It's bhairav Baba's choice to have Rajshree sir as medium to bring clarity in minds of bhakts. 🙏🙏

Since my childhood I have a great attraction towards puja but no one was there to tell how to do my family was also not very pro for our cultural things by growing age I learnt from here n there I started doing my sadhana on my own but there was always something missing,my soul felt hungry always,then one saw dada video,I started following his channel ,I changed my sadhana according to his instructions... slowly I started feeling meditative during my sadhana n I realised what was missing...I have also gone through so many ups n down in my life but things bother me less n the intensity of lows have also decreased..I just want to thank Rajarshi ji..just keep giving your blessings..the gratitude that I have for you n your channel can't be expressed in words..

OM BHAIRAVAYA NAMAH. NAMASKAR EVERYONE, MY NAME IS KT,I LIVE IN DEHRADUN(UTTRAKHAND) AND IAM 15 YEARS OLD.THROUGHOUT MY JOURNEY I'VE BEEN ALWAYS GRATEFUL TO SHRI RAJARSHI JI FOR GUIDING ME THROUGH HIS VIDEOS AND THE INFO AVAILABLE ON KBUF WEBSITE.I HAD STARTED MY JOURNEY FROM DECEMBER,2025 AFTER SEEING HIM ON A PODCAST.EVEN BEFORE I HAD EVER SEEN OR HEARD ABOUT SHRI NANDI JI,I ALWAYS HAD A WISH TO WORSHIP BHAIRAVA WHEN I DID NOT KNEW A SINGLE CLUE ABOUT BHAIRAVA BUT AS THE DEVTA'S WILL I GOT TO KNOW ABOUT KBUF AND NANDI JI AND AFTER SEEING HIM I GOT A BOOST AND STARTED MY SADHNA.SINCE THEN,I'VE CONTINUED MY SADHNA NOT EVEN WASTING A SINGLE DAY AND WILL TO CONTINUE TO DO SO.

I recently completed 3rd Anushtana of 16 Thursday Anushtanas, and I wanted to share my experience. This journey has been truly transformative. Throughout the Anushtana, I experienced a deep sense of bliss, inner peace, and unwavering positivity. One of the most remarkable aspects was how quickly I began noticing the results in my life. More importantly, I felt a much stronger connection with my Devatha. My prayers became more heartfelt, my faith deepened, and I experienced a sense of divine presence that is difficult to put into words. I am sincerely grateful for this experience and the blessings that came with it. This Anushtana has strengthened both my spiritual practice and my devotion, and I hope my experience inspires others who are considering embarking on a similar path. With gratitude. 🙏

Namaskaram to Shree Rajarshi Appaji I belive Rajarshi Sir is truely an amsha of Shree Bhairva who incarnated and brought an huge transformation and upsurge of Dharma. Its his divine grace and the mercy of the Devathas that sir showed us a right path to connect to the great Devathas like Maa Durga. Maa Kamakhya Maa Tara and Bhairva Baba.. I first joined the telegram group when i was in class 10 during 2023.. I would egarly wait for every kaalashtami and Durgashtami.. When ever i performed the sadhanas provided. There was a very strange upsurge sense of calmness, strength, will power, Boldness, self confidence and most importantly for a person like me who suffered from trauma issues every thing would cool down mind wise.. Always Bhairva Baba and Devi would be motivation.. These Sadhanas are very simple and anybody can do it easily with bhakthi.. The results are terrific.. The upasana path that was shown like a path of light for the souls in dark by Rajarshi Sir is elixers of life. When ever im at my worsts.by the potency and the anugraha of the Devathas i have been pulled out immediately from those mental torcher to a zone of absolute confidence and solutions.. Many times whenever i felt the situation was done and dusted.. These Sadhanas have never failed in navigating me to a path out of blue by the Divine Anugraha . Not only these Sadhanas have helped me fight and conquer my mental trauma or illness of my pashu nature but have immensely helped me to evolve as a good student and to examine all situations to the core.. Its indeed our blessing that we are fortunate enough to do these sevas by the devine inspiration of Shri Sir and Lighten our lives...i would like to thank the volunteers of KBUF too they always treat everyone like their own family.. They have always helped me with correct guidence and have helped just like own brothers and sister.. When ever i attend the collective sadhanas.. It feels very very homely energising.. Thanks to KBUF team Shree Rajarshi Appaji..Jai maa Kamakhya.. Jai maa Tara.. Jai Bhairva Baba

My Spiritual Journey with Batuk Bhairava Sadhana – Guided by Rajarshi Nandy My name is Sreevalsan, originally from Kerala and currently settled in Bangalore with my family. I have been interested in spirituality and mantra chanting for several years and had been practicing various mantras on and off. However, everything changed in April 2023 after I watched one of Rajarshi Nandy's videos on Batuk Bhairava Sadhana. His explanations resonated deeply with me and inspired me to begin a disciplined and sincere spiritual practice. I started chanting "Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah" with complete faith. Initially, my progress was slow. It took me almost a year to complete my first 1 lakh japa. By December 2024, I had completed 3 lakh japa. In September 2025, I had an experience that deeply strengthened my faith. Late one night, I distinctly felt an inner prompting that seemed to say, "If you want to see me, look at the wall." When I turned toward that particular wall, I perceived what appeared to me to be a luminous image resembling Batuk Bhairava. After about a minute, the image gradually faded and I then perceived the form of a fierce Divine Mother. Although I was initially frightened, I also experienced a profound sense of reassurance, as if I was being told, "Don't worry, Its Maa, I am with you." I understand that such experiences are deeply personal and subjective, but for me, that moment transformed my approach to sadhana. From then onward, I became far more disciplined and committed. Today, by Bhagavan's grace, I have completed: 10 lakh japa of "Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah." 1 lakh japa of "Om Bham Batuk Bhairavaya Namah." One complete 43-day Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana (30 recitations daily). One complete 16-Thursday Ugra Tara Sadhana. One complete 21-day Ashta Bhairava Nama Sadhana, chanting the eight names of Bhairava 64 times daily. Although I have not been able to perform the traditional Purashcharana in its complete form, I have tried to express my gratitude by serving and feeding children at orphanages on multiple occasions and by performing charity according to my capacity. Currently, my daily sadhana includes: 11 malas of Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah 1 mala of Om Hreem Batukaya Namah 1 mala of Om Gam Ganapataye Namah 2 malas of Om Namah Shivaya 11 recitations of the Mahamrityunjaya Mantra 3 recitations of Shiva Gayatri 3 recitations of Sarva Mangala Mangalye Daily prayers to my Kuladevata At present, I am undertaking my second 43-day Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana along with my second 16-Thursday Ugra Tara Sadhana while continuing my Batuk Bhairava mantra japa every day. Whenever I travel alone on my scooter, I often continue my mantra japa Om Batuka Bhairava Namaha, mentally or recite Kalabhairavashtakam. It has become a natural part of my daily life. One of the greatest blessings during this journey was the opportunity to visit Kashi. I stayed there for six days and visited Kashi Vishwanath Temple, Kalabhairava Temple, Batuk Bhairava Temple, and several Ashta Bhairava temples. Chanting Batuk Bhairava mantra in Kashi was an unforgettable experience. I also had the privilege of taking a holy dip during Maha Kumbh Mela and visiting Manikarnika Ghat, which left a lasting impression on my spiritual life. Over the last few years, I have noticed many positive changes in my life. After completing my first Kalabhairavashtakam Sadhana, I received what I can only describe as a double promotion in my professional career, taking on significantly greater responsibilities. My financial situation also improved compared to earlier years, and many positive opportunities came my way. While I understand that these changes may also be the result of sustained effort and God's grace working through many factors, I personally feel that my sadhana has given me the strength, clarity, and confidence to face life's challenges. Like many sincere seekers, I still have my struggles. Controlling the mind is not always easy, and distractions, including desires and restlessness, still arise. Financial responsibilities remain, and I continue to pray for freedom from debt, better health for my elderly mother, the well-being and good character of my children, harmony in my family, professional growth, and the successful resolution of ongoing legal matters. Yet, despite these challenges, I have never felt like giving up my sadhana. I remain deeply grateful to Rajarshi Nandy, my Maansik Guru, for introducing me to the path of Batuk Bhairava Sadhana. His teachings inspired me to move from occasional mantra chanting to a disciplined daily practice that has become an integral part of my life. ust wanted to add that last year I completed the special Anuṣṭhānas as guided by Rajarshi Sir. During the Chandra Grahan, I had a very intense spiritual experience and felt a deep sense of connection. Now, I am planning to undertake 1 lakh japa of the mantra "Om Hreem Batukaya Apaduddharanaya Kuru Kuru Batukaya Hreem" over 100 days, followed by its Puruścaraṇa. I would be grateful for your guidance and blessings. I continue this journey with faith, humility, and the hope that Lord Batuk Bhairava and the Divine Mother will continue to guide me, purify my mind, and help me become a better human being. Om Batuk Bhairavaya Namah.

Rajarshi Nandy ji is my inspiration. Last year i did the 43 day Kalabhairava sadhana he prescribed on youtube, and it was absolutely amazing and life changing. Now i am doing Batuka bhairava upasana.I listen to Rajarshi ji's videos/podcasts everyday and i am always so inspired and invigorated by his lectures. My gratitude for him is immense.

Paadabhivandanam at your Lotus Feet, Sir. 🙇🏻‍♂️ Before I met you, Sir, I was just another face in the crowd. You gave my life a new meaning. I wasn't truly living—I was merely existing, trapped in a monotonous cycle of earning, eating, and surviving, with no purpose, no direction, and no understanding of the true meaning of life. Before you entered my life, I didn't know who Kala Bhairava Baba or Maa were, nor was I a devotee of Lord Shiva. I never believed that miracles could happen until I stepped into Arunachalam. That sacred land transformed the course of my spiritual journey. It was there that I first had the darshan of Kala Bhairava Baba and listened to the Kala Bhairava Ashtakam for the very first time. Then came your podcast in 2023, which brought Bhairava Baba into my life. Every word you spoke began unfolding in my own life. I could truly feel that Bhairava Baba was walking beside me, holding my hand and protecting me whenever difficulties arose. Your book, Adhyatmikta – Explorations into Hindu Spiritual Practice, inspired me to take my first serious steps in Bhairava Baba Sadhana. You said, "If your sankalpa is pure, Bhairava Baba Himself will show you the way." With complete faith, I accepted you as my Guru and made a sincere sankalpa that, no matter what, I must meet you one day. By the infinite grace of Bhairava Baba, you came to Hyderabad, and I was blessed to have your Pada Sparsha. I asked you, "Sir, when will I meet you again?" You smiled and simply said, "Japa karte raho... He will guide you." Those words became the guiding light of my life. I continued my Japa and the recitation of the Kala Bhairava Ashtakam. By Bhairava Baba's blessings, I joined the Telegram group, where your guidance and the support of senior sadhakas helped me become more disciplined in my Japa, Anushthanas, and spiritual practice. The August 2024 Retreat transformed me even further. Sitting beside you for those three divine days felt like receiving the direct blessings of both you and Bhairava Baba. It was then that my heart firmly believed that you are an karanajanma, sent to this Earth to guide countless seekers toward Moksha through Sadhana. Since childhood, I have always wished to serve the poor and perform acts of selfless service. Through KBUF, you gave us an opportunity not only to serve society but also to cleanse our accumulated karmas through Seva, Annadana, and Dharma. For that, I can never thank you enough. It has now been almost three years since I became a part of the KBUF family. Looking back, I can clearly see how every step of my life has been transformed through your guidance and Bhairava Baba's and maa infinite grace. To me, you are the living instrument of Bhairava Baba's compassion. You came into my life when I was in search of spritual path, gave me purpose when I had none, and placed me firmly on the path of Sadhana. I will forever remain your grateful student. With endless devotion toward Bhairav baba,Maa and you sir B. Vamsi Krishna Jai Bhairava Baba. 🙏🏻 Jai Maa Kamakhya. 🙏🏻 Jai Maa Tara. 🙏🏻

After Being part of KBUF doing the sadhanas donating a percentage of my Monthly income to KBUF for Dharma. Lastly Rajarshi Ji Thank you for everything. 🙏🏻🙏🏻 Jai Bhairava Jai Kamakhya Jai Tara

This is not a testimonial. Nor is it experience of my sadhana. It is a honest heartfelt account of how Sri Rajarshi Nandy ji and Kamakhya Bhairava Upasaka Foundation - KBUF as we fondly call it, have touched my life. To me they are not different, both Sir and KBUF are irrevocably one, for KBUF does not exist without him. For a skeptic like me, that questioned ritual practices, having observed people from my family and circle perform rituals each day rendered meaningless due to lack of ‘heart’ in them, that seemed meaningless and empty to me. But after meeting Sir and being a part of Kamakhya Bhairava Kula , there has been a 360 degree difference in my life. Struggling with health issues , grief I was at life’s lowest ebb. Sir’s guidance and kripa has turned my life’s trajectory. Though my faith in devatas never dwindled over the years, since childhood, various sadhanas that I undertook imparted a new perspective to my life. I wondered if the life I lived before the advent of Sir in my life was living or merely existing?. It is my purva janma sukarma that I have been blessed by a Guru of his calibre. Ever so kind and generous, there has never been any pressure , monetary, dharmic or spiritual during my association with him. I won’t go into how long that has been but it has been quite long years.. I only wish I had met him sooner, started my sadhana journey towards my Ishta earlier and to this day I keep going back to what he said to me once . “How do you know that you have experienced what you have in this span of time that you would have had you started since your birth?”. Since then I firmly believe that what is meant for one atleast spiritually will come to them through sadhanas in the current life , starting from where they left off in the previous one. His immense practical wisdom stemming from his own beautiful experiences with the devatas that have blessed him abundantly , pour out of his words, golden nuggets to be treasured . All that is asked in KBUF is be true to your spiritual mentor and choosing one alone , initially atleast makes it easier to follow the path without any juggling and clash of spiritual practices so you are forced to acknowledge one in the end . That too possibly after trials and tribulations, unnecessary delays and hurdles in one’s path. The pilgrimages that I have been fortunate to have accompanied him to, have added a different dimension to the experiencing a Kshetra , that will remain etched into my memory and heart. One such to Tarapith totally obliterated my life , leaving me with an unquenchable thirst for Ma Tara, songs and poetry in Her praise and Her presence, augmented by Her 16 Thursday Sadhana, that I keep doing in a loop, She makes me. I have derived unasked for material benefits from the blissful Sadhana, that I do solely for Ma Tara Preeti. A similar experience was of Kashi Kshetra , I used to hanker for a darshan from the garba griha and Sir showed me the bliss of being lost in Baba KalaBhairava, sitting outside in His contemplation. The beauty and honesty is that he lives the advice and guidance he imparts , having joined him in Japa sitting in the precincts of Baba’s mandir in Kashi. I could go on… I should not forget that he has made me realise how much can be done in terms of spiritual sadhana despite battling health issues. His constant guidance and presence have made this lifetime worthwhile and believe it will continue along lifetimes. Being a true volunteer of KB Upasaka Kula, merely being a part of this unique family is of immense pride to me. May Ma and Baba continue to bless Sri Rajarshi ji with abundance , spiritually, materially for all the dharmic initiatives and endeavours that KBUF undertakes. It is a blissful and blessed journey of my life to continue to be a part of them. Sri Gurudevatabhyo Namaha Sri Guru Padakam Pujayaami Tarpayami 🙏🙏 Joy Ma Tara Joy Bhairav Baba Joy Ma Kamakhya

Rajarshi sir’s guidance and sadhana instructions have come as a blessing. I know there is a long way to go but something feels permanent now, which shall persist no matter the circumstances. Even a thousand lifetimes are not enough to express every upasaka’s gratefulness towards sir 🙏

I bow down to the devetas and My Master for making my life worth living. It's been almost 3 years , I have started Bhairava sadhana. Being an atheist to a theist the journey was a roller coaster ride. I started my sadhana by watching Rajarshi Sir's podcast, write up. Sadhana gave my life a direction. Made me strong to sail through the hardest times of life. It made me take the life as it comes. I was the one who don't know who is Bhairava, Ma Tara, Skanda.Not even knowing how to hold a mala. It changed the perspective of my life and whole me. Associated with KBUF give me an opportunity to do various seva like andanam, colective sadhana etc. Jai Ma , Jai Bhairav Baba

Namaskar. I worship Bhagwan Shiva and have been a moderately spiritual person throughout my life but I believe that the actual spiritual journey of any person starts only when a guide, a guru or a mentor enters his/her life and gives it a direction therefore my spiritual journey or any experience I’ve had is incomplete without the mention of my mentor Sh. Rajarshi Nandy ji. His appearance on you-tube and giving the magic mantra of “Om Bhairavai Namah” was not a co-incidence but a wake-up call for millions around the world including myself and that’s where it all started. His words were a magnet which not only increased my curiosity for devata upasana but my love for Bhagwan Bhairav increased manifold. My life ever since has changed slowly in subtle ways. Its been more than 3yrs now and I felt the effect of my sadhana in the first year itself but was not exactly able to judge or see what was happening inside me. But now the change I see in myself is so profound that neither me nor people around me can ignore it, I’ve become extremely calm, things that stressed me earlier have no effect on me, I’ve kind of become silent in a peaceful way. Earlier I used to control situations to get things done and in the process stress myself but now I just do the bare minimum and things just magically fall into place exactly how they should and I know there definitely is Baba’s hand in this. I feel he’s watching over me making things/life easier for me so that I can think about him even in the midst of chaos. Earlier my fav. Pastime was to learn more about how I can better myself in my work now its reading about Baba, learning Sanskrit so that I can read and understand his various stutis and sing for him even if I’m sitting in my office and even in all this I’m somehow doing exceptionally well in my work. My relationship with family/people around me has become better. There is no friction, no judging also maybe because I don’t like talking much now or trying to prove myself to anyone as I feel that in doing so, I may lose the calmness inside me and I would never lose it at any cost. I can go on and on about the inner peace I’ve found in sadhana, how Baba has protected me and pulled me out of the situations that made me uncomfortable. Initially like many maybe I expected something magical, some lights, some show…something…but now I laugh at that. How is "this" that I feel not magical, I feel free, all I want is to be with Baba and that’s the only thought that occupies me now. I don’t know what the future holds and in fact I don’t even care now as long as I’m doing my sadhana and as long as Baba is by my side. Charan Sparsh to my mentor Sh. Rajarshi Nandy ji. May his words continue to inspire many to the path of Devata Upasana, Jai Bhairav.

​With profound gratitude, I offer my shashtanga pranam to Rajarshi Nandy sir and the KBUF family. Three years ago, I was a lost soul—devoid of direction, motivation, or purpose. By divine grace, I stumbled upon sir’s podcasts, an encounter that fundamentally reshaped my existence. While I have always harbored a deep love for Lord Shiva, He often felt distant and unreachable. Discovering that Bhairav Baba is a direct manifestation of Shiva ignited a fierce determination within me to draw closer to Him. ​Commitment became my anchor. I meticulously followed every instruction, podcast insight, and disclosure shared by sir. This unwavering discipline catalyzed a profound internal shift; I evolved into a calmer, more resilient individual, accepting of life’s unpredictabilities. Today, my daily sadhana fills me with unutterable bliss, bringing tangible alignment across my materialistic, emotional, and spiritual endeavors. Engaging in KBUF’s noble initiatives, like annadanam and gouseva, has grounded me in deep humility. Furthermore, the 16 Thursdays sadhana acted as a divine intervention, alleviating my financial hardships and replacing anxiety with absolute peace. Reflecting on these three transformative years, my heart holds only one sacred prayer: across whatever lifetimes await me, may my connection to Rajarshi sir remain eternal, and may I always be guided to this path of sadhana at the very dawn of my youth. Jai Bhairav Baba! Jai Maa Tara! Jai Maa Kamakhya!

It was my lowest phase of life, in the highest state of TAMAS, where everything in life was unmoving. An extreme phase of depression where I was having thoughts of self-harm, and even tried to harm myself. I was not performing well in my exams, and there was zero progress in my life. I was living like a dead body, and being only 18 years old during that time, I was not ready to take that intensity of pain. The state of Smashana was invoked in my life, and maybe some past connection - Bhairava entered my life after invoking Smashana in my life. I have been watching Gurudev Rajarshi Nandy's videos quite often, but just for time pass. After my online class had completed, I went to use the restroom, and after coming back, A strange inner voice told me to get into BHAIRAVA SADHANA, all of a sudden, and after that moment, my mind was continuously chanting the nama mantra of Bhairava. The next day, I started my sadhana with a simple 1 mala, but I couldn't last for 2 days. I again stumbled upon the same state, feeling self-pity, depression, and an extreme case of anxiety. Bhairava didn't leave me. He, being a KIND guru, gave me some of the extreme realizations of situations, life, and with people around me, where I was forced, beaten, and pulled into Bhairava Sadhana. Guru ji told that ''Bhairava is the only deity who will pull you out from a night club and make you sit in a meditation room. '' - and yes, he brutally pulled me into the path. After that, I was consistent with the sadhana, and I had a beautiful experience quickly, and I am completely transformed now. From a weak, frail, and underconfident boy to a confident, determined, and happiest upasaka. Everything that Rajarshi Nandy sir told happened to me. I am eternally devoted to my Manasik Guru Rajarshi Nandy. (There are more things, but I didn't wanna make it too long. I have shared the overall gist) I am 20 years old now, and looking forward to continuing my Sadhana for lifetimes. Bhairava Bhairava Bhairava. Om Bhairavaya Nama. Jai Maa Kali. - Abhinav.

I started my Sadhana journey in 2023 with instructions from Rajarshi Sirs You tube video. Before that, I never had any habit of Sadhana or Upasana. I joined Sirs telegram group, and slowly started the sadhanas mentioned there. I started sadhana because I felt drawn to do it and I continued because the practice brought me a lot of calm. Overtime as my upasana continued, I felt a lot of rearrangement in my life and circumstances. This rearrangement has been a recurring theme for me . Sometimes its chaotic and stressful to handle. However, Whatever the circumstances maybe - positive or negative, the practice became my anchor. I have had so many experiences where i have felt supported, protected and guided during stressful times. I developed clarity to make decisions, Strength and confidence which I can never imagine someone like me having. There has been a lot of major changes in my work, my social circle, my priorities in life etc. Everything because of Divine Grace I have been immensely blessed and very grateful to be able to attend Rajarshi Sirs Bhairav Dharana retreat. Extremely grateful to have a Puja place to pray, be able to do the Sadhanas, to do Anushthaans, to have Kshetra darshans and blessed to be able to visit and spend time in Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Taras Kshetras. Life has become fulfilling. I love spending time in sadhana, decorating my Puja place, preparing for bhog, deciding what flowers to offer. This has brought me peace, guidance, support, protection, happiness, freedom and in many cases unbelievable miracles. Yes, I have my own share of confusions, weakness and issues, but whatever physical, mental or emotional state I am in, I feel the best after sharing it with my dieties. I feel closer and open to be able to convey all aspects of my life to my dieties. I feel lighter and supported! My overthinking and controlling nature reduced a lot. My lifestyle corrected and improved in a lot of ways. Also, I found myself equipped, protected and supported during uncertain and difficult times. Sadhana is not always joyful, sometimes its heavy, sometimes its a chore as well but it felt important to show up everyday, to have and build that connection and not by force, but by choice. This is the only area of my life where I dont feel the pressure to do anything or prove anything, that makes this even more joyful. This is a much needed practice of peace from my own nature of overdrive and ambition. Sadhana has been such an extremely personal area for me. My only goal is to always be grateful and worthy of this Great Blessing received Its like finally finding a major missing link in my life and I feel extremely grateful to Rajarshi Sir to bring this practice and to introduce Bhairav Baba, Maa Kamakhya and Maa Tara in my life 🙏

From being a complete lost soul without having a purpose in life, to serving my Guru and deities, I have found meaning to my existence. Bhairava sadhana has completely changed my life. Starting from my friends circle, to de-addicting me from many unwanted habits, to travelling to Kshetras multiple times a year. My anxiety issues are low, I don't stress about situations as much as I used to. My fears have gone down and I've had experiences that can shake one's soul. I've been able to live free, a life one can only dream of. There is a long way in my journey but I can proudly say that I'm sorted for this lifetime and the next.

Shri Rajarshi Nandy has been the most pivotal figure in my life. Its due to him that I started and persisted with devata upasana. Despite a few hiccups, his quiet presence inspired me to not give up and keep doing sadhana. So much so that it is now an inseparable part of my daily routine. KBUF has been instrumental in providing constant guidance through sir's videos and comprehensive instruction manuals. In addition, the foundation also provides multiple avenues for various types of sevas that supplement sadhana, such as annadanam, seva for animals etc The world of deities is absolutely magical. Once one starts sadhana, subtle signs appear everywhere. This in turn reinforces belief in them and inspires more sadhana. Shri Bhairavarpanamastu 🙏🏻

Rajashri Sir's guidance and my sadhana experience has made me feel that deities reside within us and constantly guide us by showing the reality as it is at every moment of life. Sadhana has made me calm, strong & shaping me to deal with all the worldly things which are anyway bound to happen. The fears are fading away and the faith is growing. Jai Bhairav Baba

I started Bhairava Sadhana more than three years ago after listening to Rajarshi sir’s podcast. At that time, I was at one of the lowest points in my life—filled with anxiety and fear about unknown future events. The bitter winter cold of -20° also played a role in making that period feel heavier. The day I began Bhairava Sadhana is still clear in my memory. For the first few months, everything continued as usual. Nothing dramatic happened. But after some time, things slowly started shifting. I increased my mantra count and my primary focus became only Bhairava. I began noticing moments of inner bliss and started looking forward to my Sadhana every day. Gradually, I became more disciplined. I started understanding people around me better. One of the greatest changes was that I stopped pressing the panic button in difficult situations. Everyone goes through ups and downs in life. One thing I learned from Rajarshi sir was: things may or may not change outside, but your outlook will change. That is exactly what Bhairava did for me. The outer world may or may not have changed, but the way I handled situations changed—in work, home life, social gatherings, and every other aspect of life. Another great lesson was that Sadhana is like a dangal (wrestling arena). There are many maharathis—many wrestlers stronger and better than you. Your job is not to compare or deviate from the path; your job is to continue practicing with patience, consistency, and hard work. One day, everything you yearned for in Sadhana will come in its own time. There is no shortcut. ॐ भैरवाय नमः Om Bhairavaya Namah